Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Whatcha Gonna Do

I haven’t written in so long simply because I didn’t want to. It’s been too difficult... a jumbled mess with strings of words that just don’t fit together to make anything coherent. It’s frustrating and disheartening, but it’s my life right now.

It’s just a very strange season in my life right now.

Up
Down
All around
Walking in the dark
Finding my way through
As if under a blindfold
I reach for familiar but feel nothing
Back
Forth
Stop and go
Wishing for a light
A glimpse of golden beams
Dancing on the horizon
As if under a blindfold
I reach for familiar but feel nothing
Blink
Blink
Eyes wide open
Eyes wide shut
No difference does it make
There is nothing to see
Nothing to feel
Cold
Black
Empty.

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