And the pregnant lady rants and raves...

1/24/08

So I have done this before. Really, I swear. But I don't remember it being like this!!!! My back aches, I feel like someone kicked me square on my tailbone, I'm EXHAUSTED, and my head hurts ALL THE TIME and I cannot sleep for the life of me!!!! The last time I had a baby, I was 25 years old... is that what makes the difference? I mean really, 5 years can't make that much difference!

I despise complaining all the time. It makes me feel like "eyeore" or as if I'm ungrateful. Trust me, I'm incredibly grateful... I am, I am, I am. BUT I HURT ALL OVER and I still have like 5 months to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A big fancy 4 door truck ran me off the road this morning on my way to work. I was livid! What on earth could be that important that you would run a pregnant lady off the road? I mean really. I was going to call the company and rip someone a new one, but lost the desire long about 10am when the hunger hit. All I could think about was food at that point. Then I figured the driver obviously didn't care and thankfully didn't kill me or injure me. I guess had that happened I would have really been mad! :)

So I'm not even half way there, I'm pretty miserable, and can't think straight due to the exhaustion. Maybe I'll just eat some more chocolate as that brightens my day, drink water (had to give up caffeine)and wallow in my misery for a bit longer--- all the while praying God allows me to find a bit of joy at this stage!